Lik OMG teh agnst!!!!

[dagas_isa]

I have less than a month of being able to teenageily angst like this before I turn 20 and suddenly know better. Deal.

Look, I'm tired of being invisible. Of being taken for granted. Of not being a person to 99% of the world and barely a person to the other 1%.

Yes, I'm ready to give up on the lot of you, as much as I love you, because, let's face it, I haven't had a decent conversation with any of you.

I'm sick of promises that haven't been kept. And I'm sick of being second rate.

I'm sick of having to like things on other people's terms and keep the things that I like a secret because they're not worth anything to anyone else. Because god forbid that I like anything worthy of meriting interests. And yet, I'm also sick of having to like things on other people's terms and yet have them not share any of it with me.

I'm tired of being pushed aside and forgotten about.

And if I apologize for being bitter, don't believe it a bit. I wish I didn't have these feelings, but I know I have the right to have them. It comes with the territory. So deal. All of you.

Over and out.

Comments

[fireflyrebirth.livejournal.com]

;_;

[nekoshonen.livejournal.com]

Eh, I feel like this quite a bit, too. Don't really know what else to say, other than that you're not alone in those feelings. *shrugs*

[cole-chan.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear you feel so down. But don't give up on your friends because I'm sure they won't give up on you.

I sure hope you're feeling better soon :)

[taelow.livejournal.com]

*tackles and doesn't let you go*

*sings you the sunshine song while she's at it*

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
I'll tell my sunshine
How much I love her
Each and every single day

[technobubblegum.livejournal.com]

*blinks* *doesn't know what to say* *feels guilty* *hugs, gives you a plushie of your choice, and hides*

[sabinae-saga.livejournal.com]

Random postage attack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smothers in orange and yellow ice cream in a giant waffle cone bowl. Tops with whipped cream and a cheery* Magnifique!

If ye are angst-filled on the 'morrow, dar vill be no cheesecake for you!!!!!!!!

Naw, there will be and you know it. ^ ^ Cheesecake makes angst go away. So does hyperactive girls staring at bishies with little clothing on... Or Kuja hips. :P It's all in the hips, baby! "Shake it like a polaroid picture!"

[sphekiko.livejournal.com]

*molestorizes* You rock. Seriously. You rock.

[technobubblegum.livejournal.com]

CHEESECAKE. *steals* <3