Lik OMG teh agnst!!!!

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I have less than a month of being able to teenageily angst like this before I turn 20 and suddenly know better. Deal.

Look, I'm tired of being invisible. Of being taken for granted. Of not being a person to 99% of the world and barely a person to the other 1%.

Yes, I'm ready to give up on the lot of you, as much as I love you, because, let's face it, I haven't had a decent conversation with any of you.

I'm sick of promises that haven't been kept. And I'm sick of being second rate.

I'm sick of having to like things on other people's terms and keep the things that I like a secret because they're not worth anything to anyone else. Because god forbid that I like anything worthy of meriting interests. And yet, I'm also sick of having to like things on other people's terms and yet have them not share any of it with me.

I'm tired of being pushed aside and forgotten about.

And if I apologize for being bitter, don't believe it a bit. I wish I didn't have these feelings, but I know I have the right to have them. It comes with the territory. So deal. All of you.

Over and out.

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CHEESECAKE. *steals* <3