Some weird dream, and test results.
Feb. 20th, 2004 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dagas_isaI think I'm a bit LJ obsessed. I manage to take a nap from 3 to 6, and what do I dream about? LiveJournal. Actually it was Megumi and I anonymously posting back and forth essay length comments about friendship on some non-important entry. It wasn't about anything in particular that's come up in our friendship, but just our thoughts and musings on the topics in general. Then somehow Wendigo came into the whole thing and posted a comment that if we were doing this all in our dreams than that was really cool.
If I were a person who took dreams to have meaning, then I would probably start thinking that this was some sort of message or warning. First there was the dream about the scrap book, and now this one. See, right before things blew up between Inu and I junior year I had a dream about her getting mad at me for being a general ungrateful person and a drama queen (which is completely and totally true) and myself having to convince her that I was really her friend and that I really cared about her. It also involved her brother driving us around the neighborhood, which was flooded in water.
Personally I think that the dreams are highlighting what most worried about. Namely that the friendship between Me-chan and I isn't as strong. Not only because of the extra work this semester, the rising drama queenness on my part, and all those other things, but because I'm really confused about who I am. Personally, I'm not sure if I am what I've been acting like throughout high school, and I know that some or even most people with whom I've hung with wouldn't approve. So I've been thinking about whether or not it's worth figuring myself out at the expense of damaging or possibly breaking a number of relationships that I hold dear.
So, grr... on Me-chan. You made me have a weird dream. You and your forcing of me to take naps.
Now for that test thingie:
Check out my Morality! 66% liberal, 34% conservative
Edit:
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Over and out.
If I were a person who took dreams to have meaning, then I would probably start thinking that this was some sort of message or warning. First there was the dream about the scrap book, and now this one. See, right before things blew up between Inu and I junior year I had a dream about her getting mad at me for being a general ungrateful person and a drama queen (which is completely and totally true) and myself having to convince her that I was really her friend and that I really cared about her. It also involved her brother driving us around the neighborhood, which was flooded in water.
Personally I think that the dreams are highlighting what most worried about. Namely that the friendship between Me-chan and I isn't as strong. Not only because of the extra work this semester, the rising drama queenness on my part, and all those other things, but because I'm really confused about who I am. Personally, I'm not sure if I am what I've been acting like throughout high school, and I know that some or even most people with whom I've hung with wouldn't approve. So I've been thinking about whether or not it's worth figuring myself out at the expense of damaging or possibly breaking a number of relationships that I hold dear.
So, grr... on Me-chan. You made me have a weird dream. You and your forcing of me to take naps.
Now for that test thingie:
Check out my Morality! 66% liberal, 34% conservative
Edit:
Heart of Crystal
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
Over and out.
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Date: 2004-02-21 01:44 am (UTC)The self is not something ready-made, but something in continuous formation through choice of action. John Dewey (1859 - 1952)
*huggles* Sorry I haven't talked to you very much as of late. But go find yourself, go find what makes you a happy and complete person, and try not to lose your way. ~ Sarah