So why have I been gone?
Apr. 17th, 2006 11:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dagas_isaSimply because between a soul-sucking game, or two of them actually, generally feeling down, 17 hours of class that really feel like a lot more, tons of stuff due and shit, I don't feel like I should update if I can't say something happy. And really, at this point, I've put so little effort in my friendships here, that I don't expect anyone to care. Some of you probably will and yell at me anyway, but I have no expectations of that. =P
And to be honest, we're all strangers. Sad, but true. Still love you all, but most of you are well...memories.
Things are going well with Muu. A little bit tight, but still good. His cat has finally gotten used to me a little. Or has decided to make her grudge against me private.
It's more the circumstances. When we first got together, I still had a semblance of a life and mobility and time. I had energy damnit. Now all that I can summon is going towards homework and I really don't care about that anymore. Yeah, FFXI is an escape, but that's turning into an obligation, pretty much because I can't quit or really cut back without leaving or hurting Muu somehow.
I checked back on HoP again, and seriously, I feel like I have obligations there too if I ever post. Which I'm hesitant to do because as much as love the peeps there, I have nil interest in the RP or even KH2. I haven't been keeping up with the news or the release or anything. Heck, I'm gonna buy ToAU before KH2.
I'm still recieving mail at Newman Hall until the end of the semester, and I'll post the address to Muu's place here in a locked entry,. Stalkers will be shot with the Cream Puff Bazooka.
Oh yeah, and no chocolate on Easter, but I got to Raise Muu 5 times in the Jungle as White Mage. So I guess I kept in the spirit of the holiday.
Over and out.
And to be honest, we're all strangers. Sad, but true. Still love you all, but most of you are well...memories.
Things are going well with Muu. A little bit tight, but still good. His cat has finally gotten used to me a little. Or has decided to make her grudge against me private.
It's more the circumstances. When we first got together, I still had a semblance of a life and mobility and time. I had energy damnit. Now all that I can summon is going towards homework and I really don't care about that anymore. Yeah, FFXI is an escape, but that's turning into an obligation, pretty much because I can't quit or really cut back without leaving or hurting Muu somehow.
I checked back on HoP again, and seriously, I feel like I have obligations there too if I ever post. Which I'm hesitant to do because as much as love the peeps there, I have nil interest in the RP or even KH2. I haven't been keeping up with the news or the release or anything. Heck, I'm gonna buy ToAU before KH2.
I'm still recieving mail at Newman Hall until the end of the semester, and I'll post the address to Muu's place here in a locked entry,. Stalkers will be shot with the Cream Puff Bazooka.
Oh yeah, and no chocolate on Easter, but I got to Raise Muu 5 times in the Jungle as White Mage. So I guess I kept in the spirit of the holiday.
Over and out.
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Date: 2006-04-17 11:07 pm (UTC)But yeah, if you are free either Friday evening or the weekend, wanna hang out? Maybe if the weather's nice we can go for a ride? It sounds like ya need a breather of some kind. *hugs* Good luck with everything and remember that we only have a few more weeks of Hell.