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[dagas_isa]

Not having a good day today. Feeling a bit sick for one thing. And just feeling... duped... used...

I guess because two things that could have been day makers and that could have really cheered me up, we're done with ulterior motives if you will. It's evidence that someone in particular only talks to me when there's something she wants, which isn't bad for her except that it's the only reason she ever initiates (or thinks of) initiating conversations anymore. "How are you?" is a simple phrase. Talking so someone just to see how they are or just to talk is pretty simple. And then the pizza party, free pizza = excuse for the RA and the floor government to ask for funds from everything ranging from shower curtains to T-shirts, a T-shirt that's gonna probably exclude me, as I'm the only non-Christian on the floor and the theme is going to include a religious element.

Over and out.

Comments

[kmegumi2.livejournal.com]

Just because I had a reason for IMing you this afternoon does not mean that's the only time I talk to you. And yes, I admit, there are a lot of people I don't IM much. Especially people who have a tendency to IM me when they want to talk. It's like the phone call thing all over again. Not to mention ending our conversations by telling me you'll leave me alone now when we've barely started talking doesn't make it sound like you're real keen on random chatting either.

And it's not true that that's the only time I talk to you, either. I wanted to make you part of the order because I thought you'd want to be. I IMed you on Sunday even though you were the one originally setting up the plans because I had this feeling you were waiting to see if I remembered/cared enough to ask if we were getting together or not. And the fact that I didn't want to go out to lunch a half hour after I'd just eaten on a day I had a lot that I wanted to get done and hadn't even gotten to start yet doesn't mean I don't like spending time with you.

I've been trying to be more open lately instead of just letting things pass when I think I've upset you or you're depressed. Today you told me you weren't upset with me; you were upset at other things. I have to admit, I'm not exactly the most cheerful about how things have gone between us today myself.

Hope you feel better. Sorry I upset you.

[fireflyrebirth.livejournal.com]

I will call you again sometime soon because I want something--to cheer you up!