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I finished that Anthro paper last night. It's weird how easily I can turn my obsessions into little papers like that. Revision always seemed like a waste of time to me, although I know it isn't. I've also realized how bad my sentences must be for someone who doesn't really know English to read. But see, long complex monstrosities are my style! Anything else seems choppy. Choppy darn it!

I finally ran into my mentee at the club again.Qui... has issues. On one hand, she is very shy around me, extremely quiet and well behaved. I think she wants to make a good impression. *shrugs* She seems like someone who wants to have someone to look up to. When I asked about the whole getting in trouble thing, she shrugged it off and said that her mother made her stay home because she (Qui) had a perm and was forbidden from going outside. I'm not sure I buy it, but I'm not sure how to confront her on it or whether I should even do so. But it's one of those things were I can tell that she does have issues. She and Paris seem to have issues with provoking each other, and I can't tell whether it's just their way of having fun and horsing around or if they're really having conflict that needs to be resolved.

Hmm... outside of that, I now own a stapler, I'm falling behind on my readings, which is not good considering that these classes actually have quizzes on the readings. I probably should have read the Mill stuff before Ethicclass. I'm so glad that we had an in class assignment last time and that I *gasp* managed to do enough of the reading to fake that I knew an answer.

Anyway, I should probably make this more interesting and explain all about the utiltarians and rant about that one little example that's used to crticize it, but I'm really too lazy now, and honestly, I don't think I'm actually smart enough for that class.

Over and out.

Some weird dream, and test results.

I think I'm a bit LJ obsessed. I manage to take a nap from 3 to 6, and what do I dream about? LiveJournal. Actually it was Megumi and I anonymously posting back and forth essay length comments about friendship on some non-important entry. It wasn't about anything in particular that's come up in our friendship, but just our thoughts and musings on the topics in general. Then somehow Wendigo came into the whole thing and posted a comment that if we were doing this all in our dreams than that was really cool.

If I were a person who took dreams to have meaning, then I would probably start thinking that this was some sort of message or warning. First there was the dream about the scrap book, and now this one. See, right before things blew up between Inu and I junior year I had a dream about her getting mad at me for being a general ungrateful person and a drama queen (which is completely and totally true) and myself having to convince her that I was really her friend and that I really cared about her. It also involved her brother driving us around the neighborhood, which was flooded in water.

Personally I think that the dreams are highlighting what most worried about. Namely that the friendship between Me-chan and I isn't as strong. Not only because of the extra work this semester, the rising drama queenness on my part, and all those other things, but because I'm really confused about who I am. Personally, I'm not sure if I am what I've been acting like throughout high school, and I know that some or even most people with whom I've hung with wouldn't approve. So I've been thinking about whether or not it's worth figuring myself out at the expense of damaging or possibly breaking a number of relationships that I hold dear.

So, grr... on Me-chan. You made me have a weird dream. You and your forcing of me to take naps.

Now for that test thingie:

Check out my Morality! 66% liberal, 34% conservative

Edit: ( Because it's so false, it's laughable )

Over and out.