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dagas_isaHmm... it's been a while. Glad to see that all of you seem to be alive and kicking. Dagas has been good, on her crack, at work, or generally having a plan ol' good time.
On work: They play games with the schedule, which sucks considering that I need more than 15-18 hour weeks to get me through. They already know that I'm going to be back at school soon, don't cut back my hours. Otherwise I'm probably using more Spanish than I have since I finished with Srta Jota's class back at BHS, and I realize that there are some people who actually hang around my workplace and gossip over Senior discounted drinks. As for people in the B-town area, I'm working from 4-9 tonight with the 7-9 part likely to be long and boring and not at all busy. If you can find me, you can point and laugh at me in my silly little uniform.
On Muu: He's having a rough time, what with his molars abcessing and having to get them removed. >.< Yes, I took the day off work to be with him through it. Yes, I spent time reassuring him that it's not good for him to be in pain and that I love him regardless (because you know I do). Somehow this makes me amazing to him in his eyes. Meh, it's just something normal. Yes, things are going good, and it's possible that he could be up here permanently by December/January.
On family: I'm starting to get ticked and wanting to get back to school. Mom thinks that because my laptop is parked in the family room and has a copy of Mah Jongg on it, she is entitled to play it at anytime on my compy regardless of whether I'm doing something on it or not. >.< And my dad... well he's supposedly limiting my online time to an hour a day for no real particular reason. Just because that's what he says. So he caught me online at 6 am figures I was up all night and told me that we were going to have a talk when he got home from golfing. And then, of course, he came home and watched TV instead. TV > Dagas. And for once, that's a good thing.
On affection: It came to me that my levels of affection come by in cycles. I can be totally hanging on to someone, maybe to the point of clinging or obsession, and then just let them go and not speak to them for weeks or months at a time. It's been a pattern ever since I was a little girl with that annoying neighbor kid. Sometimes it's less extreme, but the letting go part is very important in the cycle. That's where the love/affection for someone just sort of grows again and builds back up. I realize this with all my friends, and with Muu (I love him dearly, but I do like to hang up the phone sometimes and kind of renew my affection for him). And I think it's probably a good thing to let go of people sometimes.
On dreams: I had a dream about some guy asking me to let him sample some chocolate body paint I was selling by painting it on my neck and letting him lick it off. And then I told him about Muu, but he kept pressuring me. So I give in but just as I was about to apply said chocolate body pain, Muu calls. On a sadder note, I had a dream that I called Gumi-Gumi and she told me that we couldn't be friends anymore. ;_;
On pop-culture: Completely addicteded to 'Kept' because I'm the type of girl who likes have a man-slave. Also I did see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and adored it. Reminded me very much of the book and the general imagination. Even if I kept looking at the actors/actresses and compared them to the parts they played in big fish. Deep Roy rocks your socks.
On video games: Yes, I'm on my crack. Cooking level 78, cooking rank Adept. :P Offline started FFIV and became too amused by Kain the left-handed dragoon. And then went back to FFX and trying to make ultimate armor. *is too geeky and not in the good way*
Guess that's everything people should care about. Meh.
Over and out.
On work: They play games with the schedule, which sucks considering that I need more than 15-18 hour weeks to get me through. They already know that I'm going to be back at school soon, don't cut back my hours. Otherwise I'm probably using more Spanish than I have since I finished with Srta Jota's class back at BHS, and I realize that there are some people who actually hang around my workplace and gossip over Senior discounted drinks. As for people in the B-town area, I'm working from 4-9 tonight with the 7-9 part likely to be long and boring and not at all busy. If you can find me, you can point and laugh at me in my silly little uniform.
On Muu: He's having a rough time, what with his molars abcessing and having to get them removed. >.< Yes, I took the day off work to be with him through it. Yes, I spent time reassuring him that it's not good for him to be in pain and that I love him regardless (because you know I do). Somehow this makes me amazing to him in his eyes. Meh, it's just something normal. Yes, things are going good, and it's possible that he could be up here permanently by December/January.
On family: I'm starting to get ticked and wanting to get back to school. Mom thinks that because my laptop is parked in the family room and has a copy of Mah Jongg on it, she is entitled to play it at anytime on my compy regardless of whether I'm doing something on it or not. >.< And my dad... well he's supposedly limiting my online time to an hour a day for no real particular reason. Just because that's what he says. So he caught me online at 6 am figures I was up all night and told me that we were going to have a talk when he got home from golfing. And then, of course, he came home and watched TV instead. TV > Dagas. And for once, that's a good thing.
On affection: It came to me that my levels of affection come by in cycles. I can be totally hanging on to someone, maybe to the point of clinging or obsession, and then just let them go and not speak to them for weeks or months at a time. It's been a pattern ever since I was a little girl with that annoying neighbor kid. Sometimes it's less extreme, but the letting go part is very important in the cycle. That's where the love/affection for someone just sort of grows again and builds back up. I realize this with all my friends, and with Muu (I love him dearly, but I do like to hang up the phone sometimes and kind of renew my affection for him). And I think it's probably a good thing to let go of people sometimes.
On dreams: I had a dream about some guy asking me to let him sample some chocolate body paint I was selling by painting it on my neck and letting him lick it off. And then I told him about Muu, but he kept pressuring me. So I give in but just as I was about to apply said chocolate body pain, Muu calls. On a sadder note, I had a dream that I called Gumi-Gumi and she told me that we couldn't be friends anymore. ;_;
On pop-culture: Completely addicteded to 'Kept' because I'm the type of girl who likes have a man-slave. Also I did see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and adored it. Reminded me very much of the book and the general imagination. Even if I kept looking at the actors/actresses and compared them to the parts they played in big fish. Deep Roy rocks your socks.
On video games: Yes, I'm on my crack. Cooking level 78, cooking rank Adept. :P Offline started FFIV and became too amused by Kain the left-handed dragoon. And then went back to FFX and trying to make ultimate armor. *is too geeky and not in the good way*
Guess that's everything people should care about. Meh.
Over and out.
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Date: 2005-08-08 08:49 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2005-08-08 10:16 pm (UTC)I'm glad things are going so well with Muusu. Good luck with work and everything! Oh, and when do you move back in?
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Date: 2005-08-10 12:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-09 01:30 am (UTC)But yeah, sorry about not visiting or randomly kidnapping you when I was around in Batavia. Hopefully I can steal you away down in Champaign. ~_^