Theories of my life.
I can't just be happy, and I just can't be stable, period. So yeah, I've had a good couple weeks, and I deserved that. Still... there's that always this nagging feeling that I'm missing out when it comes people. Not my fault. Not their fault. Just that I'm on the fringes of something.
So yeah. I love you all with my whole heart, even if I don't express it properly. And I think I'm about to cry.
I don't know what about. You've all been wonderful. I'm just feeling disconnected again, and it's probably mostly my fault.
Over and out.
I can't just be happy, and I just can't be stable, period. So yeah, I've had a good couple weeks, and I deserved that. Still... there's that always this nagging feeling that I'm missing out when it comes people. Not my fault. Not their fault. Just that I'm on the fringes of something.
So yeah. I love you all with my whole heart, even if I don't express it properly. And I think I'm about to cry.
I don't know what about. You've all been wonderful. I'm just feeling disconnected again, and it's probably mostly my fault.
Over and out.
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Date: 2004-09-20 07:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-20 01:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-20 01:44 pm (UTC)*huggles*
Don't worry, I'm good now. The chat last night really helped.
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Date: 2004-09-20 01:45 pm (UTC)I'm glad you're back.
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Date: 2004-09-20 02:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-20 03:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-09-20 11:50 pm (UTC)Will always love you, Sunshine. Always always.
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Date: 2004-09-20 11:52 pm (UTC)*clingwhines* I keep missing you....