Dagas is t3h suxx0rs.

Yeah, I'm going on an "I"m not good enough rampage" and you can't stop me. I figure everyone else is back to normal, so I can finally lose everything.

Not really. Just a little lonely, and empty right now. Convinced that what talent I have really doesn't do anything for anyone else. Generally feeling inferior.The basics. All the things are mainly my fault anyway.

If I could RP my characters worth anything. If I could get off my lazy butt and actually write something in any of the numerous fic ideas I have. If I could actually *gasp* read some of the chapters in my textbooks, then I would actually be worth something. I know that Me-chan is going to try and convince me that I'm worth something, but ya know, I just don't feel like hearing it right now. I'd rather'd see it in some sort of tangible applied context that I'm worth something. It's a screwed up priority, but I have it.

Yesh, so I want to be the best. And I don't wanna try. That's a bad combination right there, as it pretty much says that I'm never going to be satisfied and I'm never going to achieve.

Just ....

Over and out.

The birthmonth bandwagon

November:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

I'm feeling better. Thanks everyone for your concern.

Sabi and I had dinner and Gravitation tonight. She is one of the most awesome people, and she helped a lot with everything. So what if I have Astrohomework left to do.

Over and out.