Dagas is t3h suxx0rs.
Nov. 12th, 2003 11:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dagas_isaYeah, I'm going on an "I"m not good enough rampage" and you can't stop me. I figure everyone else is back to normal, so I can finally lose everything.
Not really. Just a little lonely, and empty right now. Convinced that what talent I have really doesn't do anything for anyone else. Generally feeling inferior.The basics. All the things are mainly my fault anyway.
If I could RP my characters worth anything. If I could get off my lazy butt and actually write something in any of the numerous fic ideas I have. If I could actually *gasp* read some of the chapters in my textbooks, then I would actually be worth something. I know that Me-chan is going to try and convince me that I'm worth something, but ya know, I just don't feel like hearing it right now. I'd rather'd see it in some sort of tangible applied context that I'm worth something. It's a screwed up priority, but I have it.
Yesh, so I want to be the best. And I don't wanna try. That's a bad combination right there, as it pretty much says that I'm never going to be satisfied and I'm never going to achieve.
Just ....
Over and out.
Not really. Just a little lonely, and empty right now. Convinced that what talent I have really doesn't do anything for anyone else. Generally feeling inferior.The basics. All the things are mainly my fault anyway.
If I could RP my characters worth anything. If I could get off my lazy butt and actually write something in any of the numerous fic ideas I have. If I could actually *gasp* read some of the chapters in my textbooks, then I would actually be worth something. I know that Me-chan is going to try and convince me that I'm worth something, but ya know, I just don't feel like hearing it right now. I'd rather'd see it in some sort of tangible applied context that I'm worth something. It's a screwed up priority, but I have it.
Yesh, so I want to be the best. And I don't wanna try. That's a bad combination right there, as it pretty much says that I'm never going to be satisfied and I'm never going to achieve.
Just ....
Over and out.
