Real happiness
Mar. 29th, 2004 10:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dagas_isaI think in one of the worst times, Me-chan asked me if feeling as sad as I did was worth it. I think I answered that sometimes, that for all the times that I'm really sad, there are times that I'm really happy. And joy of joys, today was one of those days. Having a strong emotions is not a bad thing, really, and sadness and happiness should just balance out. At least for me. Depression is a real thing, but I've found that whenever I try to get treated, medication nor counseling doesn't really seem to change me. And I do have happy times. Like now. If it's okay to smile for now reason, then it's okay to cry as well.
Nothing happened. Nothing too out of the ordinary.
Woke up early. Went to anthroclass and sat in the sun, listening to a speech made by the first Mayor Daley and analyzing the text through Teamsterville constructs. Wrote at lot before Japanese. Actually did not get depressed and inferior feeling, because the words, as overly flowery and writerly as they seemed, flowed. Actually, I wrote about five pages, which is about the max that I really expect myself to do. And it's done and off to the Cheviraness. Also I should send it to Star. ^_^ So Me-chan has a birthday present! Go me. Really. Go me.
Listened to a bunch of Onicchi, and read those translations again. Can't say that I agree 100% with the translator, especially because I think the songs are about things more complex that mere romance, but they had their moments. I certainly appreciate gekkou more than I did before.
I needed vaction, that little uneventful week that filled my head with ideas and cut down on obligations. A lump of fur that let be hug it and adore it without restriction, and other things that I realized that I don't get much of at college. And phone conversations with some strange person in B-town that I usually just talk online with nowadays. And sleep, lovely sleep, though I don't think I got much more of it than I usually do. But then I didn't have the cognitive obligations I usually have. Go me. I got about four and a half hours...
Oh oh.. and I did omake yesterday. Lana trying to rescue Aros from the underworld, which pretty much describes their relationship, and then the KH crew in a rock band with me working both Sora and Lana. And the tree. Because the tree is classic. So is the rock by the way. Keyblade masters communing with nature... yum... And... and ... I got to practice my Kagespeak with Chevs. He really is such a stu, but something about a Shadow who can't speak language and remains blissfully ignorant seems to get people.
And that's it for my triumphant return.
Over and out.
Nothing happened. Nothing too out of the ordinary.
Woke up early. Went to anthroclass and sat in the sun, listening to a speech made by the first Mayor Daley and analyzing the text through Teamsterville constructs. Wrote at lot before Japanese. Actually did not get depressed and inferior feeling, because the words, as overly flowery and writerly as they seemed, flowed. Actually, I wrote about five pages, which is about the max that I really expect myself to do. And it's done and off to the Cheviraness. Also I should send it to Star. ^_^ So Me-chan has a birthday present! Go me. Really. Go me.
Listened to a bunch of Onicchi, and read those translations again. Can't say that I agree 100% with the translator, especially because I think the songs are about things more complex that mere romance, but they had their moments. I certainly appreciate gekkou more than I did before.
I needed vaction, that little uneventful week that filled my head with ideas and cut down on obligations. A lump of fur that let be hug it and adore it without restriction, and other things that I realized that I don't get much of at college. And phone conversations with some strange person in B-town that I usually just talk online with nowadays. And sleep, lovely sleep, though I don't think I got much more of it than I usually do. But then I didn't have the cognitive obligations I usually have. Go me. I got about four and a half hours...
Oh oh.. and I did omake yesterday. Lana trying to rescue Aros from the underworld, which pretty much describes their relationship, and then the KH crew in a rock band with me working both Sora and Lana. And the tree. Because the tree is classic. So is the rock by the way. Keyblade masters communing with nature... yum... And... and ... I got to practice my Kagespeak with Chevs. He really is such a stu, but something about a Shadow who can't speak language and remains blissfully ignorant seems to get people.
And that's it for my triumphant return.
Over and out.
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Date: 2004-03-29 10:14 pm (UTC)This entry made me very happy. I'm so happy that you're happy! *hugs*