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Dagas is t3h suxx0rs.
Yeah, I'm going on an "I"m not good enough rampage" and you can't stop me. I figure everyone else is back to normal, so I can finally lose everything.
Not really. Just a little lonely, and empty right now. Convinced that what talent I have really doesn't do anything for anyone else. Generally feeling inferior.The basics. All the things are mainly my fault anyway.
If I could RP my characters worth anything. If I could get off my lazy butt and actually write something in any of the numerous fic ideas I have. If I could actually *gasp* read some of the chapters in my textbooks, then I would actually be worth something. I know that Me-chan is going to try and convince me that I'm worth something, but ya know, I just don't feel like hearing it right now. I'd rather'd see it in some sort of tangible applied context that I'm worth something. It's a screwed up priority, but I have it.
Yesh, so I want to be the best. And I don't wanna try. That's a bad combination right there, as it pretty much says that I'm never going to be satisfied and I'm never going to achieve.
Just ....
Over and out.
Not really. Just a little lonely, and empty right now. Convinced that what talent I have really doesn't do anything for anyone else. Generally feeling inferior.The basics. All the things are mainly my fault anyway.
If I could RP my characters worth anything. If I could get off my lazy butt and actually write something in any of the numerous fic ideas I have. If I could actually *gasp* read some of the chapters in my textbooks, then I would actually be worth something. I know that Me-chan is going to try and convince me that I'm worth something, but ya know, I just don't feel like hearing it right now. I'd rather'd see it in some sort of tangible applied context that I'm worth something. It's a screwed up priority, but I have it.
Yesh, so I want to be the best. And I don't wanna try. That's a bad combination right there, as it pretty much says that I'm never going to be satisfied and I'm never going to achieve.
Just ....
Over and out.
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And I'm honored that you think so highly of me. You bring out the best in me, ya know. Everyone helps, but you're just .... you. ^_^ And Dagas means that in the best of ways. You really do help me. *hugs* You're just the best.
But yeah, I know I'm worth something, even if I feel I'm not sometimes. I just have the wrong priorities, that's all.
Anyway, I feel better now. Sorry for upsetting you, especially because you've been kinda sick lately.
メちゃんが 好だよ｡ 私の一播大切な人だよ。
Thank you very much.