I feel that way alot myself. I feel that way particularly because...somebody very dear to me and very far away just asked me how close she can get to someone else last night.

School, writing, art, I can't do any of it...because I just feel too broken.

I haven't run into your characters anywhere, so I just can't say as to how talented you are or aren't. I'm willing to say that, from what I know of you, you're a very worthwhile person to get to know.